I thanked God for bringing me back into the house of the Lord. I think it is really God's plan to put me where I am today. I always longed to be with the same cell group with my spiritual brothers which I was more comfortable with 4 years back. I realised God heard my cry and yes brought me back to a place where I am back with them at the same time serving the church serving God with them in the same cell group. Halleluyah.

7 months back, I believe it was really God's testing on my faith. He really gave me a choice to choose whether I want to walk with him or walk with men where I can see with my eyes and feel with my hands. And yes I decided to give it a try by walking and believing in men, I chose to walk with men and walk away from God because I thought they would bring me happiness bring me everlasting joy, but after 5 months men on this Earth failed me and hurt me, which cause me walking back to the house of the Lord after being approached by my dear spiritual brother, Dalston. I think it was all God's plan, his plan to bring me back, his plan to allow me to fall. It was a test of faith, and how faithful I am to him.

But also after this 7 months I realised he never failed to walk away from me, he was the men who stood by my side when I needed someone to comfort me. God never forsake me, and he showed me in the way that the family of God is ever willing and ever happy to welcome me back again. He spoke to me and told me that I was never lonely walking in this journey but there is him who is with me and also my spiritual family. In times of darkness, he brought light.

I must say that I lost my journey of how to walk and where to walk, but I am glad that God showed me the way today and tell me through my spiritual family that I have so many more things that can be done with my talent my strength in his house. I could put every bit to save the life of the people who have not been save. That there are so many things prepared or layed out for me to do to serve him my Almighty God.

This was the very verse that God put in my heart when I was reading Exodus today. " Don't be afraid. Stand firm and watch God do his work of Salvation for me today." -Exodus 14:13. I sense God telling me to put trust in him as he does his work, so do not for a minute doubt whether if what he said would happened, but just trust him wholeheartedly. For it is God's plan if the time is right for the things you cry out to come. He is sending a message to tell us to be patient and wait patiently and do not sway. :)